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Boring. Kalau berenti keje ni nak buat apa pulak? Hmmm.....oi sikin, jom, bukak butik jom.

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there
And lead it back home

- Evanescence: Bring Me to Life

Friday. At last, Friday jugak. This weekend, aku nak relex, berehat-rehat bersama Abang kat rumah. Last week dah balik kg tengok Tok sakit. Demam, tak boleh bangun sakit kepala. Syian Tok aku. Mama kata dia tanak mkn so dia kasi tok aku pakai drip, dia tanak, mama paksa jugak, abih, dah sampai tak larat sbb tak mkn punya pasal. Sib baik ler mak aku tu dulu nurse. Abang dah survey digital camera. Maybe nak beli esok ke, share, hehehehe....ok gak kan. Boleh ambil gambo aku, gambo Abang, pastu nanti gambo baby dan baby lagi dan baby. Bila dah ada baby nantila kan. Pastu esok gak aku ingat nak pi klinik la, for a rubella jab. Aku lom amik lagi. Dulu masa kat sekolah masa nurse dtg nak kasi jab, aku demam. Pastu aku terus telupa nak amik. Isk, takotla nak kene injek. Tapi demi baby yg bakal ada nanti, aku harungilah jua ketakutan ini, takpe, Abang ada, dia teman, hehehehee.....

Waaaaaaaaa....pergh, blog aku. Cayalah. Amacam ok ke? Siap comment ngan msg board lagi. Hehehehehe.....aku dtg keje buat mende nih? Bior betui...ish ish ish......hehehehee. Tapi archive tu giler sket. Mende tah. Maybe sbb blm ada archive kot. Ok dah kul 1? Patutlah bergetaran peyut aku nih. Chiow, mau pigi mkn.

What a wonderful day......

Kulari ke hutan kemudian teriakku
Kulari ke pantai kemudian menyanyiku
Sepi...sepi...dan sendiri aku benci
Aku mau bingar...aku mau di pasar...
Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri...
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai!
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh!
Aih...ada malaikat menyulam
Jaring laba laba belang di tembok,
Keraton putih,
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera,
Atau aku harus lari ke pantai
Belok ke hutan...

After 1 week holiday, it is really a wonderful day (I, being optimistic 'bout life? *huh*). Anyway, i feel great, and i love my hubby so much.

Monday. Not a bad day today.

Last Saturday, helping my mom open new bank account. Dia dah kene ragut, and lost every important document. Luckily surat beranak dgn sijil nikah tak bawak sekali. Hmmm....one stubborn lady, dowan to listen to me. Whnever she dowan to listen to me, things happen. Her friend which i don like, turn out to be so. I told her not to go to kl alone, she don listen, then, she dah kene ragut. I listen to my intuition and i believe. But some people dont. Habis sangat cakap, dah bende nak jadi, huh. Kalau dah take every precaution, than jadi, barula boleh cakap dah mende nak jadi.

Last friday pulak, lupa nak cerita. I call my long lost friend, Kayro. Huh, tak sangka dapat dan betul pulak tu. Leceh tui, tah bila nak settel hal loan kete tuh. Yg sakit, akula. Apa lagi aku nak buat, wait and see. Tunggu sampai bulan 6. Huh, tunggu lagi. Dah 2 thn aku tunggu, sampai kene blacklist. Leceh tui....

Another thing, shud i stay, or shud i go.......

Masih a wonderful day, heh. Tapi, the allergic dah kembali, must be the dust at my filing stuff behind me. Humm...i love this site. Anyway, a meeting just now, bored me to death. It just the same thing, repeat all over again, boring giler. They all beriya nak bukak the new co. must be the Ka-Ching effect ni. What ever. I feel like changing my carierla. Dah bosan, dah 3 thn kat sini. This job pun not suit me. Me, well me. The "ME". The new ME. I love myself. Maybe i shud start writing usefull stuff instead of beleter2 sorang diri macam ni. Takpela, blm ada idea, maybe next time. I need to think, ha, i think i've got an idea, next time.

Today is a wonderful day, as it is yesterday, it has always been wonderful. A war, a virus outbreak, a bad childhood memory, it will be over, it will be just a memory, and it will be over, as it always be, as it always be...